I've come to the conclusion that I'm crazy! Yes, it's true. I was in denial but I'm not anymore!
I will also apologize for my off topic postings lately. I was gearing this blog towards "healthy living" and foods, etc. but well, life happens and I need to talk about it.
The topic of the day? Dating.
Oh dear, you are tired of hearing about it, huh? So sorry! Maybe I'll stop being crazy and get back to food!
I even posted my concerns about dating on the weight watchers message boards to get other people's opinions. You can read all of their comments and mine here. If you are interested of course, no pressure.
So my dilemma in a nutshell is this. You may remember my previous post about going on a first date with "K". We were set up, yadda, yadda, yadda. We got along fine but I wasn't "feeling it" you know? There were some physical things that were bothering (height, etc.). I decided to give it another chance.
Yesterday, we went mini-golfing and dinner. I actually had a pretty good time. Conversation was good. I wasn't really bothered with some of the things that bothered me before. But still not sure that I was "feeling it." So I was trying to figure out if I should play the "friends" card. I would mean it, not just a way to get rid of him or anything.
Anyway, after all the discussion on the WW boards, I have some to the conclusion that I'm crazy! I add all this pressure to myself that doesn't need to be there. Why do I have to figure it ALL out right now?
What I really need to do is RELAX! Chill out! Just go with the flow! Why do I have to be such a crazy person! If this is what I'm like after 2 dates, imagine if it went further! Oh dear!
I should have flashing lights attached to my forehead saying "Danger! Crazy Person! Get involved with at your own risk!" I'm just sayin'. It might make things easier.
Well, at least I have my eating under control! Or do I? Oh that's right, I don't! Dear God, does it ever end?
We will be back to regularly scheduled programming next week!