I WILL NOT!

That's right! I said it! I will not! I refuse!

I'm not going to let the stress and anger that is plaguing me today from a few co-workers get the best of me! There is a package of Oreos in the kitchen, I'm not eating them. There are Starburst candies across from my desk, I'm not eating them.

I will not let my emotions get the best of me this time. The last two weeks I struggled with eating due to emotions, first stress, then excitement! This time, I'm not doing it! If I succumb to my emotions, then I let these people win and get the best of me!

And so, by posting it on my blog, that means it is so! :P

And I'm sorry, but I still like my post from yesterday with the big eye staring you down! That eyeball is watching me too and frankly, I'm scared! lol.

Oh! I forgot the best news! I lost 3.4 lbs last Saturday. Now, that was a fluke. In fact, I expected to gain and didn't want to go to the meeting, or at least weigh in. I don't have to weigh in every week since I'm a lifetime member.

But I hate playing those games! And I weighed myself at home prior to the meeting and it looked as though I was going to lose. My body is so weird!

Now I'm 158 lbs. Never in my adult life have I been 158 lbs (or close to it even!). But I think I want to try for a new weight goal. I think I would like to lose a few more pounds. I'm shooting for 150 but I would settle for 155 or 153 if that felt better to me.

I'm not in a hurry. I'm more looking towards toning up a little bit. But if the few extra pounds decide to drop in the meantime, I would welcome it!

Did you guys have a great weekend?