My weigh in was Saturday. I gained another 0.2 lbs. I feel like a broken record!
I really haven't been doing what I'm supposed to be doing. I'm wasting great opportunities to get to my goal. Even though a few pounds won't be that big of a difference, it's all mental. I NEED to get there. But also because then I can stop paying for my weight watchers meetings!! I've been on the program for 3 years now and I have the monthly pass ($39.95/month). It's a great option but I'm pretty tired of paying! But I'm not going to give up WW! I mean $39.95/month for 3 years is...well...you can do the math! It adds up! Don't get me wrong, losing 90 lbs is worth every penny I've spent! But now, I'm just wasting money and it's bothering me. That, and my endless nights of snacking!
I went to a benefit for someone with Cancer yesterday. My dad owns a restaurant (Lindy's & Gerties of Bridgeview in IL - Shameless plug) and a girl that works there, her Aunt has cancer. My dad was working at it giving ice cream (part of his restaurant is serving THE BEST ice cream there is!). So I went to give my support. Everything that I bought to eat is called "Benefit Calories." Calories put there because I was supporting the benefit. Well, I know what you will say, "You could have just donated money and not eaten the food." You are absolutely right! I didn't eat too bad though but did have some ice cream from my dad's stand. Like I said, it's THE BEST ice cream ever!
So the weekend eating was not great at all. I'm starting over again today. That's all I can do. And since I don't have school for the summer, I can work my butt off when I get home from work. Thinking a long run is in order (5-6 miles) tonight in preparation for my 10k on Memorial day. It's going to be hot though, about 90 degrees so I'm going to have to take it kind of easy. I don't want to pass out from heat stroke!